The truth is that everything still hurts. All the pain I've chased away, hidden, ran from, pretended wasn't there, and of course, there's, the pain I've clung to and somewhat cherished, that is still there too. You see, sometimes pain is the only thing you have left from something else.
But to choose only one side of myself to share? I'd lose myself, atleast half of myself, along the way. And when you write against your heart and when you share yourself disingenuously, it's so obvious and such a turn off
But thinking back, it was never about the show we were about to put on, but it was always about the bonding. Here we were facing our biggest moments and milestones in life and our closest friends were readily available to hold our hand through it. Craft night, planning meetings, party prep... it was all just an excuse to gather and enjoy company with a purpose.
There's been a lot of love and there's been a lot of hurt. A steady dance of hardening and softening. We've had to rebuild ourselves a time or two--sometimes we see it coming and sometimes it catches us by surprise. But we always look back proudly at the positive result of pushing through.
I have so many awesome things going on right now where do I begin? So I've been playing with succulents. And by "playing" I mean watering them, talking to them and trying not to touch them too much and I'll be damned I do believe I've finally kept plants alive. I get it now. This … Continue reading Projects
Just so you know, I’m fatter in person. So if you see me in real life, don’t be disappointed. I do not walk around with my booty popped, back arched and tumtum sucked in. I do not lean my head just so to extenuate my favorite angle of my face. Actually, no, I take that back, … Continue reading Take Care of Your Selfie
I love words. I went to school for words. With the right use of words you can find new way of saying things. You can add more to what you have to say. Emotion. Image. Power. Believe it or not, I started this blog to find what I have to say, and to share it--not … Continue reading Lover of Words